New I guess

Hello everyone.  Well I guess this could be a new symptom.  I am having a hard time swallowing, like I need to swallow, but my throat feels as if it closes before I can so I have to swallow a harder than I should.  I don't know if this means anything or not, but it's here so I won't forget about it.  I have an appointment in November and I hope that I can have all of this printed up for my doctor.  I have trouble still remembering things, and I mess up what I am saying a lot, sometimes it's backwards and other times it's like I know what I want to say but it is just not connecting to my brain, or visa versa and that drives me crazy.  I did walk in the Susan G. Komen Race for the cure it was 3 something miles and I wasn't sure how my legs will do.  They did great and the kids and I finished in a little under an hour.  We normally walk about that long around the block and at the beach it is always longer than that.  I was fine I guess.  Going up the stairs is a pain the first three are okay, but anything after that my legs feel as if they had lead or something strapped to them and it hurts to move them, that is why I don't skate on skate night at church anymore and I still keep trying to do the things that hurt because, I don't just want to sit on my ass and wait for someone to say oh we finally know what your diagnoses is.  By then my muscles might have shrinked to nothing if I just sat around, especially if I see another one like I did in August making me feel like I was a lair and that it must be all in my freakin' head.  I wanted to SCREAM: WHO THE HECK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? IF YOU ACTUALLY READ MY FILE YOU WOULD KNOW THAT THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE FRONTAL LOPES AND IT ISN'T SOMETHING THAT I AM LYING ABOUT! SO YOU NEED TO GO BACK TO MED SCHOOL OR RETIRE AND LET YOUR INTERN TAKE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry I guess I just had to get that out again.  I guess that's enough from me tonight...lol. God Bless.

Migrans and Forgetfulness

Hello everyone, okay so this past Friday I had one of the worst migane ever.  It came on so fast I hardly had time to blink.  I went to lunch with a bunch of friends from the school where I volunteer.  It took me a long time to order my food, I knew what I wanted I just couldn't remember what it was and I couldn't even say it.  it kind of felt like someone or something was preventing parts of my brain to connect with the other parts. What felt like ten minutes of not being able to put simple words together to let the very understanding lady behind the counter know what I wanted was probably only five minutes.  While eating and talking my vision started to leave and by the time lunch was over i could see only one face at a time and only if i were looking directly at the person,  My friend had to take me home so my husband could go back and get the car.  I had to take double the amount of medicine.  It was scary, like I've said I had never encountered one that delayed my speech and thought process. 
Monday, just a little bit ago, I forgot what a yellow ribbon was for.  How could anyone forget that.  Out of all of the ribbons I could've forgotten.  It makes me truly sick that I forgot that the yellow ribbons are for our soldiers.  I honestly don't know what I was thinking.  I love our soldiers and want them all to come back safe and sound.  I see the yellow ribbons all the time on my fb page too, i played it off how badly it bothered me, oh it's a Monday or I'm not awake yet i haven't had enough coffee, but when I asked i truly did not remember and to me that is something of a big deal.  I even have one on my blog and it's been there since i started writing it so i know i knew i just had no clue this morning.  they seriously need to find out what is wrong with me...i do;t know how much of days like this i can take.  it makes me literally want to scream to the top of my lungs.  i support our soldiers active and non active retired or just got out i support them 100%!  My hubby is my hero!