Remember that April is Parkinson's Awarness Month!

Remember that April is Parkinson's Awarness Month!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Reviewing my Cognitive test in my head

Hello everyone.  Okay, first this morning I had to get gas.  I pulled up and did everything I was suppose to do, the only problem was that I didn't remember if I swiped my card or not.  I was thinking about this the entire time I was pumping my gas.  When the receipt printed out it had the last four of my number on it so I must have.  I still don't remember swiping it though.  Yesterday was my cognitive testing, there was a questionnaire I had to circle 0 to some number and I guess I answered some of them wrong.  Like are you depressed, my sister, my friend, my father - n - law, and my husband think I am a little bit.  I guess I am, I mean I find myself sitting on the sofa most days when I should be doing other things I don't know if that qualifies as being depressed.  I also know that I should be doing my craft stuff so I can make enough to take to a craft fair this coming November.  The question about getting choked, I think I should've circled that one two.  I don't even have to be drinking anything for me to get choked.  I guess I am thinking about what if this is Parkinson's, how my life and my family's will change.  I love to go to the beach, I love to walk, I want a pair of quad roller skates so I can go skating with the kids (I have roller blades but it's not the same) and I would love to bike ride with the kids.  How long do I have before I can't drive my kids to the beach or any of that.  I do always try to think positively and not negatively, because I know that what ever it is or what ever it's not it really doesn't matter because my life is in God's hands, it always has been.  So I guess I am just a little worried about it, who wouldn't be.  I try really hard not to let it get to me because whatever it is, it is and that's that.  No amount of worrying or depression (ok that's really weird, I am sitting here typing and I got a new twitch kind of under my arm.  It felt weird) where was I; ok no amount of worrying or depression can make it better or go away.  Alright, I'm done for now.  But if anything else happens during the day I will try to remember to blog it or write it down so I can blog about it later.  Goodbye for now, God Bless.

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