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Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Reviewing my Cognitive test in my head
Hello everyone. Okay, first this morning I had to get gas. I pulled up and did everything I was suppose to do, the only problem was that I didn't remember if I swiped my card or not. I was thinking about this the entire time I was pumping my gas. When the receipt printed out it had the last four of my number on it so I must have. I still don't remember swiping it though. Yesterday was my cognitive testing, there was a questionnaire I had to circle 0 to some number and I guess I answered some of them wrong. Like are you depressed, my sister, my friend, my father - n - law, and my husband think I am a little bit. I guess I am, I mean I find myself sitting on the sofa most days when I should be doing other things I don't know if that qualifies as being depressed. I also know that I should be doing my craft stuff so I can make enough to take to a craft fair this coming November. The question about getting choked, I think I should've circled that one two. I don't even have to be drinking anything for me to get choked. I guess I am thinking about what if this is Parkinson's, how my life and my family's will change. I love to go to the beach, I love to walk, I want a pair of quad roller skates so I can go skating with the kids (I have roller blades but it's not the same) and I would love to bike ride with the kids. How long do I have before I can't drive my kids to the beach or any of that. I do always try to think positively and not negatively, because I know that what ever it is or what ever it's not it really doesn't matter because my life is in God's hands, it always has been. So I guess I am just a little worried about it, who wouldn't be. I try really hard not to let it get to me because whatever it is, it is and that's that. No amount of worrying or depression (ok that's really weird, I am sitting here typing and I got a new twitch kind of under my arm. It felt weird) where was I; ok no amount of worrying or depression can make it better or go away. Alright, I'm done for now. But if anything else happens during the day I will try to remember to blog it or write it down so I can blog about it later. Goodbye for now, God Bless.
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