I DON'T WANT TO WAIT ANYMORE

Hey.  I just read some things from a sight and normally I don't go to them.  Anyway, someone asked a question about Parkinson's having stages and that peaked my interest.  Further reading of other posts made me very unhappy.  Sometimes a diagnoses can take 2 years and the other one said it was almost four I think before the right diagnosed was given.  I can't physically go threw anymore.  I am worn out.  My daughter told me today that I have gone to the doctor so much that she worries every time I go.  We have gone through so much last year it's really not funny.  Around Christmas time we thought that I might have cancer, trying to keep things together and trying not to let the little ones know, but they know without even a word they just know.  Thank God, we found out that I didn't have it.  But I am still no further knowing what is wrong than I was when I first started.  There are two doctor's appointments in my future, and after those two...I'm done.  At least until things get worse or something major happens (I guess that would be the symptoms getting worse...lol).  Anyway, I guess I ranted enough for today.  Goodnight everyone, Thanks for reading, God Bless.