It's been awhile since I've posted only because I couldn't remember my password again.  For the past month it has been very difficult for me.  I get up from the sitting position and my feet still hurt but I am bent over with my back I slowly start moving upright.  I have had 3 migraines that have effected my eyes.  I am not sure if any of this has anything to do with symptoms...I guess at this point I am thinking almost everything is 'cause I still refuse to look things up and read about it. 
     I can't stand it when people say it's because of stress or nerves...hum hello, you are not me and if you knew me at all you would see that I have one of the least stressful lives there is.  I have the normal amount of stress I guess you would say,  I got great kids that help me (well one helps more than the other, but the other has been trying to help out more). 
     Sometimes I wish that they would go ahead and diagnose me with it but other times I wish I didn't even know that the doctor had said it.  I am not afraid of a diagnoses, I am not scared of going back to the doctor, but I am nervous about the medicine that I will have to be on.  I am not sure when I will be going back to the doctors I am hoping that I will be able to prolong it for another 5 to 15 years only because of our 1 year old. 
     The only thing is I don't have anyone I can ask and get answers back.  I have liked two things of Facebook and I have commented on several things asking questions, and I know they have a lot of comments to read but half the comments that I have read have nothing to do with what they asked you or anything really.  The only reply I got back was when I asked about a fundraiser for a certain Parkinson's thing and they were quick to say yeah look here.  NOT COOL! Just sayin'.
     I feel bad when I keep things from my husband.  I guess I don't want him to think less of me so I keep it in as long as I can even though I know he is here for me.  I just recently told him that I have forgotten to but the car in park before letting my foot off the brake, in the driveway, 3 different times.  There was something else that I had a problem with but can't remember it now.  Anyway...
Thanks for reading, God Bless.